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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

Hallie, what do you do when you want to punch someone?

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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Hey Kay!
Well, I've had that feeling a lot the last four months. Typically I take a walk, just to clear my head. The wind in my face helps.
But I'm hear to listen if you want to talk.
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

It's been so long since we talked Hallie.

Maybe that's what I need, a walk, a very long walk. Are things
better now Hallie? It¡¯s kind of weird hearing (or reading, whatever)
that you want to punch someone.

Well I have really crappy parents and lately they haven¡¯t been too
happy with me because I haven¡¯t been doing my best in school. An
E isn¡¯t so bad right? I don¡¯t always have to get a O do I? I feel so
pressured to do the best. I. HATE. MY. FAMIY.
My siblings are helping either.

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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I totally understand. My own family isn't the best either. After my two fail Slytherin sisters, my dad expects me to carry on the family legacy. However, you can only do the best you can do. And no one else should expect differently. It's very frustrating, I understand. But don't beat yourself up if you don't achieve perfect marks. You're amazing, flawed or not. And a bad mark here or there will not hurt you in the real world.

It has been to long! How have you been? <<And I hope that helps!
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

That seems like a lot of pressure, but your sister¡¯s aren¡¯t
always a fail. There are sometimes where they¡¯re okay, but I shouldn¡¯t
be talking since I don¡¯t really know them personally. Thanks for that,
Hallie. This is why you are one of my amazing, supportive, awesomest
friends ever.

Well other than what I mentioned earlier, I¡¯ve been doing okay. I¡¯m
still at the library whenever I can. I swear I need to go out more often
and meet new people, if only I don¡¯t freeze up when I talk to people.
How have you been?

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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Well, I haven't spoken to my sisters in...four months. So yeahh, I can't really speak for them either. And you're most certainly welcomed Kaela. Aww, you're an amazing friend to!
I've been amazing actually. Things have been going pretty swell in my life. I have a new boyfriend....and people don't think he's good for me, but I think he's the best =]!
YOU SHOULD TOTALLY COME OUT WITH US. A bunch of us are going to Club Chronos tonight. I know you really don't associate with other people much, but it will be fun! And don't worry, I'll be with you every moment =]!
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

Thanks Hallie, I¡¯m blushing right now.
That¡¯s nice to hear. A new boyfriend? Do I know him?
it doesn¡¯t matter what other people think about you guys
as long as you are happy with him. Happiness is all that matters
in a relationship in my opinion.

Club Chronos? Well I guess I¡¯ll come as long as you¡¯re there.
do I need to wear a dress or something like that? Or can I
just go with a pair of jeans and a t-shirt?

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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Well, he's the Junior Caretaker, so you might know him. And yeah! I am SO happy with him =]! >>Aww, you always know the right thing to say!

Well I'm wearing a short purple dress. Ahh, I'm not really sure what's appropriate for a club. But I think you can pull off skinny jeans, a nice top, and killer shoes! If you need help, I can pick out your outfit. And I always have a supply of party clothes at my hands.

Thanks for doing this. Just so you know, it's going to be Megan, Alfie, Gabby, and I. And of course you! And I know the Slytherins might be a little intimidating. But don't worry. I'll be at your side at all times =]!
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

Oh, I¡¯ve seen him before. He seems okay, I don¡¯t get
what everyone is so worried about. And thanks, I get that a lot. xD

I bet you look drop dead gorgeous in purple. Purple on me? Not so
drop dead gorgeous. Hm, I guess I¡¯ll wear a dress. I think I¡¯ll search
my closet to see if I have any dresses, if I don¡¯t I¡¯ll borrow
something from my sister.

At least Gabby will be there too. What time is it?

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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THANKS! You're so understanding. Well really, it's only Alfie that has the problem. He said something about Bray being stupid...and while he didn't do so well in school, that doesn't mean he's stupid. Plus, Alfie is just selfcentered.

I think green would look amazing on you. It would really bring out the color of your eyes and hair. But it doesn't matter what color you wear. You're always so pretty =D!

Yes Gabby will be there! Umm, I'm not really sure. But Megan said that she would come pick us up from the commons when they were leaving. And we can't really get out of it. So we'll be waiting for them. You, on the other hand, don't have to go. I appreciate it, but understand if it makes you uncomfortable.
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

Psh, and how well is Alfie doing in school? I bet he¡¯s
just jealous about the fact that you¡¯re dating Bray instead of
him. And yeah he is really self-centered.

Green? I¡¯m not really sure, but I¡¯ll see if I have a green dress
if not I¡¯ll wear a black one. Aww, thanks, you¡¯re always pretty
no matter what you where.

But I want to go. I need to get out more. For once I actually
agree with my sister. I need to live a little. I¡¯ll wait with you
guys in the common room. How is Megan going to get into
the common room?

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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Ahaha, yeahh good point! Maybe, but I doubt he's jealous. I don't know. Besides, he'd never go for a girl like me.

AWWW! Kaela, I love you!! Why have we waited so long before talking?

Okayy, good =]! And I might even convince Braden to go as well. That way you guys can meet him!! Well, I'll open the door for her. We used to do it all the time, before the fight. We have a system.
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

Alfie goes for any girl as long as they¡¯re pretty,
which you are. So yeah he probably is jealous of him.

I love you too, Hallie! I guess I¡¯ve just been really
really shy when we first meant. God, having you
as a best friend would have been so helpful whenever
I was bored or needed someone to talk to.

That sounds nice. After I meet him, maybe I can tell
Alfie how stupid he was thinking that Braden was bad
for you. Ah, that makes sense, can¡¯t believe that I couldn¡¯t
figure that out. Before the fight? Are you guys okay again?

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[hallie beatrix cauldwell]

HALLIE CAULDWELL HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

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Ahaha, well not that I want to make Alfie jealous or anything, but I definitely want to show him that I'm off limits.

REALLY?? Oh my gosh, I was really shy around you! I thought you didn't like me in the beginning. That's why I never really hung out with you! Well I'm glad we got that taken care of. Now we can be bestest friends!

Yes, <<do it! Tell Alfie that he's dumb =]!
Ahh, no. The fighting between us has gotten much worse. I'm still not even sure what started it. But then she overdosed on drugs, and of course I couldn't let her die. But now she's saying that she wanted to. And she's dropping out of school. I'm not sure if the Gossip Witch is right about her and my sister, but in a way, I kind of hope it is. I don't really like my sisters, and I hate Megan now. So I could care less what they do.

I'm sorry. I shouldn't bother you with this nonsense!
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[mikaela]

MIKAELA WORTHINGTON HAS SENT YOU A MESSAGE

Well then it¡¯s probably a good idea
to bring Braden along. Just in case Alfie tries
to make any moves, you know.

Haha, guess we were both shy around each other.
SERIOUSLY?! I can¡¯t begin to even wonder how
you got the idea that I didn¡¯t like you! But yeah, I¡¯m
glad that we¡¯ve gotten that taken care of too. And bestest
friends we shall be.

I¡¯ll tell him that. Don¡¯t worry. =]
Aw, that sucks, and that¡¯s a crappy reason to be mad at
someone. If anything Megan should be thankful not mad
at you for that. I hope that you guys will be on better terms
soon. You guys seemed to me pretty close before all this happened.

It¡¯s alright by the way. That¡¯s what I¡¯m here for.

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