my inspiration has run dry

[aria]

I feel like I should offer some sort of explanation as to why I decided to leave yesterday, but please bear with me, I’m not entirely aware of how these things should go. Um, well, the last few weeks I’ve been really depressed and uncertain about things I was sure I knew the answer to; I began to question why I am going to college, and why I’m majoring in Chemistry, why I’m working, why I’m even here. Needless to say, I’ve just been really confused lately, and I think I just need awhile to clear my head. I also think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I’ve been spreading myself too thin, between school, work, family, I haven’t been focusing on myself much lately. As well, like the song Torn best puts it, my inspiration has run dry, and I can’t seem to find it within myself to bring it back. I feel like a wasted space, and that’s certainly not fair to all of you. You guys are amazing writers, and I only feel as if I am holding you back because I can’t reply in a decent amount of time, nor do I have the creativity within myself that some of you express. Yes I deleted all of my characters, but I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do. I’d like to rejoin the site eventually, but I can’t tell you what my intentions are at the moment. I guess it’s safe to assume that if I don’t re-register within a month or so, I’m not coming back. This honestly has nothing to do with anything or anyone here. I’ve had a great, almost year long, run with you guys. I just need some time to think and get back to my old self. I hope this isn’t the last time I talk to any of you, but like I said before, I don’t know if I’m coming back. I'm sorry. I wish you all the best of luck.

Hugs and Kisses,
Aria

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